No one to lean on. I need someone to lean on and hide behind their shoulder for these pitiful tears. Where are you when I need you? Wait, you who I need so much are the cause. You are the root. I don't know who am I anymore. My brain and heart barely manage to be alive. My heart is to the point where it'll stop beating any time. Stop doing this to me. I need to release this somewhere. Just when I thought we were good and you. Omg, these minor hurtful actions are driving me crazy from north to south pole. Disappear, I want to. What the fuck am I right now. I really need a break. Leave me alone would you. Go away. Please go away from my life. Stop bothering me. Stop acting like you're concern towards me. Even if you do, act like you don't. That's my last request from you if you're going to do these to me. My fragile heart can't stand anymore. They are about to bleed and be broken. I'm brutal. I'm harsh. The door is there for you to walk away and please do. Go away.