It's my fault.
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I don't need it, why do you've to talk to me when I don't feel like talking to you at all? It hurts just by talking to you. I gave you hints. You didn't even realized, I was not okay. Before that, I was happily chatting with Celine, happily studying and listening to teacher when I was at tuition till you instant message me, you reminded me on what she told me. Who are you to make me depressed like this? Please go away, I just wanna live a normal life but I can't seem to get rid of it.
But.. it's still my fault for having this feelings. It is my fault for saying I'm supposed to sounds like myself. I can't seem to express it to you ; I suppressed my feelings. I bet you don't understand. Never mind, just leave me alone for a while.. But I still miss chatting with you.
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I pity her. Why do you've to treat her like this? Yeah, I don't feel anything. No matter what did you do to me, I'm okay. *Yes I'm lying* But she felt worse. Your inconsideration action made her sad, hurt. Please be more considerate alright?
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Felt like millions of arrows shot into my heart. Its tearing up inside. Someone, be my angel.
(Take me to the top)