I insisted to ask.

I regretted.

I destroyed it.

I did it.

I'm not happy with it at all. Not happy.

I did not enjoy it at all. Not enjoyable.

I want to rewind the time.

How I wish I could..

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Is it so hard to accept the fact ? Stop twisting the fact, this is it. It's already very obvious. But why are you making me confused. All over again. I'm dense. I'm blur.

Curiousity is killing me, slowly.

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Have you ever laugh and cry at the same time before ?

I did ! I sprained my beautiful little toe, and now it ain't obeying me anymore. I told it to bow, the rest of the four did, not the left little toe. It's all red, twice bigger. It's painful. I cried in pain when someone massaged it. I barely can walk, I skipped school. Just because of my own clumsiness. I laughed and cried at the same time. It's not funny yet I laughed myself with my sister.

Can I still go to V.I instituition installation now ? I wish I could.

My lefty little toe started to recover as I massage it slowly, gentle-ly and rest. I can't walk a lot. All I can do now is, bear with the pain and study.